a picture specks a million word, this is the first few picture that we took, back then everything were soooo sweet, aint fighting over anything.. giving in, giving in and giving in. Now everything reverse. zzz. But i somehow like it, never fail to readjest my heart.boyf is having his ass at field camp. it really sucks to be ns man girlf, in a positive way, in anouther words. i really miss him. )'= anyhow, i just finished burning my notes, put in a glass of water, i drink up. hope i will make it for tomorrow prac. (((= can't sleep man. sucks. boooO! somemore test on the way, how fuck is that man. later- powc (prac)sat - foodmonday - presentation (fhh) thursday - food hygine test sat - ang mor. .___.i am soooo fair fair fair!!!!! i wanna go suntan Tan TAN! ((= all the best for me later! tata-mon!
school is so far to good! (= adapting to it already after 7months of slacking. >.<>
cook beef stew and brase chicken, ( not to be bhb) but my chicken was yum yum. ^.^ and my beef stew was like crap. -.-
went shopping/ window shopping last last week after sending chen back to camp. woOoH~ i was in love with what i saw man.. I WANT IT! (((= hohohohoho~~~
yay-ness tomorrow is saturday and YES! 1 more day to sunday(rest day). how awsome is that man! ((=
"someone" at that day say, wah! __________ wear until very handsome lehhh~ LOL~ hahahahaha. to bad, his not in the picture.. BOO~~ 
douglas (=
NAT NAT~ the half thai! super cuteeee girl!
Joseph! his shirt colour super chio. i like~~ his shirt. muahaha.
again. (x
boyf is booking out tomorrow. i'm excited. x)
tata-mon!~ ((=
i need someone who can accept me for who i am and what i likes.
and not judge and critize on what i want and discourage me..
at least i know i might not be the best but i am striking my very best already..
told rah rah and afew people about my friday happenings already, its not a very proud thing thou..
but the only common thing every other said was to leave him..
but his mom told me, if i can.. change him.. ( which is never possible.)
today chatting session just feels the same, he never changes..
he just donno what kinda trouble i went thoug just to talk to him.. argue. how fuck is that.. tsk.
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today, at least i felt good! (=
my tomato sauce can make it! yay-ness, i'm happy. x)
but my demi glaze cui. sigh. )=
-not lonely but rather emotionally indepanden.
-had school today, had my ass been aim but not directly..
-exams comming up in 2 weeks time. tsk tsk~
-yay, chen booking out on sat. i'm happy. (=
-tanning session on monday! happy! happy! happy! (=
-kind of abit confident for tomorrow prac. all the best to me.. (=
rant.
-dint manage to found what i wanted
- boyf dont understand me. his starting to act more like a father rather then a boyf.
- i dint catch anything what chef was teaching.
- i feel like crap when i was on the way home.
- feel sucky for tomorrow prac.
- there is more.. but i'm tired. not going to type so much..
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i wanna go chill.
night night (=
today, its like the second week of school. of cause many of my personal stuff, good stuff, bad stuff has happen, some may even changes. with so many things happening within such a short fame and with boyf booking out on the weekend AND my family/personal time on the only sunday i have. i feel exhausted. told him about it, but it matters off worst.
i cant imagine after 3 months when he get posted out to unit. tsk.
let me answer to those who plan to come and persway me, I KNOW, or REMINDER to those in the middle of the shit situation. being in a relationship/love in NOT EVERYTHING. thanks, u may just drop that idea, and GIRLS please. unless, got children. then thats the different point.
i have made a accomplishment for myself to meet up with Chen's family. their house is like sooooo much warmly to compare to my own home. not the temperature but the family's apemosper. thou the first meet up is already like crap. zzz
relative came over last sat for dinner but sadly i wasn't home. standard things happen. mom compare her mom and my dad's mom. feels like shit ya? to answer such question..
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school was rather interesting, i have learn, how to cook.. beef/fish/ chicken/ veg stock. its easy. but after today demo lesson i think, its really very very new and slightly complicated. hMMmmm.. heh heh.. going to learn how to made soup tomorrow!!! i'm excited. =D
anouther 47 hours till i can see chen pigg pigg again. i'm even more excited to feel his botak head. :D *grins.
ALL THE WANT IS FOR THEMSELF. how about me man?
i feel piss for being myself.
ta-ta mon. shell go bath. then head to school. bye
first day of school is greattt! (= the classmate that i make friends with was nice, the teacher was nice. EVERYTHING was great.
BUT
RANT
that bitch spoilt my so call good day .. it was during 1 of those 15min interval went we went to the vendor to @@ at the textbook.. but appranrenly what we need wasn't sold at that level. so we headed to level 3, and the part that piss me came. we was discussing about where to get the manual and all and this bitch came to and me said.
bitch : VALERIE!
me : ?
bitch: have you got your id?
me: no.
bitch : PLEASE NOTE THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOW TO ATTENT LESSON WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A ID IN HAND. THIS IS A VERY SERIOUS CASE.
me: orh.
bitch : IF I CATCH YOU AGAIN WITHOUT A ID IN HAND I SHELL ASK THE SERCURITY TO SEND YOU OUT!
me: orh.
why i orh casue i simply just don't care. CAUSE, if she wants something to be done. ask nicely. and not simply just YELL! what a bitch. i was in fault cause i dint do it.BUT STILL SAY NICELY. i don't really fucking care who the ass fuck she is.. she just don't need to yell.. were-else wen others don't have a id she just come and kplpb me.. its NOT fair. AND SAY NICELY. gah. now i need to see her fuck face in school. sucks man. oh to add on.. maybe she is just afraid that she might kana fuck by her above.. were-else if she kana FUCK or NOT. its none of my fucking big business.
all thanks to that father fucker. i headed to bukit batok polyclinic for fucking 2 long hours. and knnbcgn, that nurse dont want to inject me. how pissed is that can? make me wait for 2 hours. still nevermind BUT no ject can?
but things just wen well after school.. headed to the gp underneath my flat. he help me to fill up my forms and make another duplicate copy of my cert. OH YAH, i did it cause of the student card thingy, not cause of that slut threatening.
last 3 days was good. fatched Chen pig pig @ pasir ris then to his home, waited for him to change into his civilian then out. cant really notice like were the hell he was.. zzz when everyone alighted from the bus.. stayed at his house on monday, as he was sick and omg, guess what? his mom is soooooooooooooo friendly, i like! ^.^ actually, i was so afard that his mom will scold me or something.. but now.. his mom is soo nicee.. lets say if i have such mom like his, i would go home everyday man.. feels very much warmer at home like that .. ♥ oh, to add on.. he carrys his mom smile and the face shape.. very cute.. envy. but this also brings anouther level which will break my heart.. in the near furture.. anyhow, what kind of family he has is very much projected to who is he today.. hahahhaa, am i that cold? err.. haa.. nevermind.. his going to book in for anouther 10 days then out. i am excited. (= not because his booking in but rather his booking out very near his birthday and school is starting and i am working real soon. HOW TO EXCITED NOT? lols. going back to school tomorrow. gymming and swimming. i'm happy. (=
